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Thursday, December 27, 2007

everything has an option to make.. between right and wrong.. but what should i choose? .. is everything worth it? .. is everything i am doing right? .. do i deserve it? .. i sound so like an emo.. but these questions are just always in my head.. and i cant seem to get the right answer.. Maybe somethings are meant to be not answered.. everything that happens has the pros and cons... it is just frustrating sometimes to keep assuming and keep doubting .. maybe it's time for me to find out the truth.. and to not shelter it behind me.. not bothering bout it.. the truth is always so hard to tolerate and things aren't simple as i think .. but when u think of it.. life is fun eh? .. love , joy , happiness , family , friendship.. it is just worth living.. I've been such an emo.. I AM AN EMO!! and i have no regrets saying that out.. i am sorry that i made you guys sad as i was sad.. but sometimes i just feel that inside me is slowly falling apart.. and now it seems like it is just starting to patch up.. i know that it is useless to think of the past.. but when i fight it more .. it haunts me more! ... sigh man!! LIFE is really.. HAHA.. no word can describe it.. even though how much u think of dying.. there is just something that makes u feel meaningful again.. sometimes.. u feel like you are being a burden to people.. but things aren't always what u see it as i guess.. there's a lot more for me to learn out there!!

Anyways..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Thursday, December 6, 2007

hello! i don't have much to say but i guess this will be my expressing area in the future?.. hehe.. well.. 2007 is almost over and i am getting older! whoa.. time really flies and most of the people are leaving for overseas soon! sigh.. I'll really miss you guys!!! .. =D .. All of you shall always be in my memories and my heart!. well Christmas is coming.. so let's put up the Christmas tree and sing carol songs! spend more time with your family members! that is a must!! besides that .. there must be a turkey.. i remembered my first turkey .. it was a really great Christmas party! =) .. haha.. I'll write this blog again.. till then! adios!!